Green -EYE- effect

Light in the west begins to fade, tangent sparks slowly
Strewn on the smudging dark canvas

brain thrusting n throbbing to be numb,
From the deepest corners I hear voices murmur

some yell and holler, some sigh in remorse,
Some are quiet while their silence speak, rest mutter.
It was your idea to place me in juxtaposition
You made me realize I'm an outcast and where I belong
Should I have not known? You have a mind of your own.

Lest did I realize that it is my own feeling of how you would think of me
Now that Don Juan un-possessed me and has deserted my soul
My obsession has thrown me off guard. I was blind to see you scorn

like a lover who feels mortal while his love is not returned
I curse and rebuke at my own naiveté
My bloody self feels like a victim to an unknown sting
No more, I don't intend to be that irritant speck in your eye,
That wee little dust which sought its way,
While you dared storm in its face with our eyes wide open.